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Alicia Ostriker reads from the volcano sequence

 

A friend of mine, the Philadelphia poet Joel Colten, on a trip across the USA, stopped to take photographs of Mount Saint Helens, and died when that volcano erupted in 1980. At Joel’s funeral—his body wouldn’t be found for over a year after his death—I remember the rabbi said, “You cannot look on the face of God and live.” I thought about Joel while reading the volcano sequence by Alicia Ostriker, poems that are about as close as one can get to the lava without falling in. 

During a period of writer’s block, Alicia Ostriker found herself angry a lot, mostly at God and her mother. As her mother became increasingly frail, an inner voice began to speak to her, and although she didn’t like what she was hearing, she began to write down these irate impatient poems that were about to explode.

In the Vimeo below, Alicia Ostriker reads a variety of poems from volcano sequence that is divided into nine sections over the span of a year, from 1998 to 1999. Here is “volcano,” the first poem in the book and the first the poet reads. Enjoy.

 

volcano


Let me speak it to you in a whisper
I am like a volcano
that has blown itself
out of the water

my long stony curve
my melancholiac cliffs
a strip of old hard
exoskeleton

the blue Aegean flows
in and out of me
the tourists come, oh they come
to stand where the lava flew

to imagine how
the earth roared showed teeth
bucked and heaved
to look for an hour

at where the tidal wave began
that destroyed Atlantis
and created a myth
a green good world
you remember



A woman looked at my poem. What is a volcano? She wanted to
know. What makes you like a volcano. What would the world be like
without the myth of Atlantis?

the volcano is a crack in the earth
the volcano is a bulge over a crack
a fault line runs under it

something terrible happens
and the magma 
coughs out

hot beauty
thick and magnificent rage
so what if afterward

everything dies



when I was a child
I was an island
a small round bushy island
inside me were many

roots, rocks, ores,
flowings and crevasses wrinkle
pushing like joy, like fear’s thin
fluids, like love’s neediness

maybe too much
and somehow they all turned
to anger and for years
the lava poured and poured

righteously
destroying all 
in its path
righteously

roaring




the myth of Atlantis lets us believe
the world used to be better

people lived in harmony and grace once
fish came asking to be caught

the moon shimmered like a mist
in the hair of women

and because we believe this
we have to blame someone   we have to

step down these slimy stairs



finally the lava stopped boiling
it cooled and hardened into what you see
blisters and carbuncles of cinders
rough and dry as the moon

striking terror, mindless
as an army, now it’s quiet
except for a fringe of surf
and the sway of water in the crater



what is Atlantis
what is the myth of innocence
before and after the kick of time

oh amniotic worm
poor lentil wearing your archaic smile
soft baby rockabye

soon you’ll be naked
rock cutting your tender feet
mud and tears coursing down your cheeks

the smell of money like brine
flags and bombs bursting around you
greed like a spirochete eating in

but if there is no Atlantis
no managed dream
how can a person breathe in that nihil air

doomed either way, dear God

 

 

And here is one more poem I had the pleasure of typing out from the eighth section of the book, “the volcano and the covenant, the first section of a poem entitled, “interlude: avenue of the americas.” One can feel in this poem Ostriker’s passionate emotions around the city life of our time.

 

Above the tongues of taxi cabs, the horns and buyers
the teeth of buildings grin at each other, the institutions
of media medicine publishing fashion

know how to
bite through human flesh
like hinged aluminum traps chopping the necks

of beavers, or like logging rigs, those saws
that go through a hundred-year-old
in about three minutes

take out a thousand acres
of virgin oregon forest
annually because loggers need jobs

intellectuals need the special sections
of the New York Times stacked
on driveways

each rosy dawn, the Japanese need
these pines and spruces
finally get turned into

everybody needs what they can get
and more. Yesterday walking
between fifty-third and fifty-second

on the avenue of the americas at twilight on my way
to a good restaurant with good friends I passed
three beggars wrapped in plastic. Why not say

beggars?
Why invent novelty phrases like “the homeless”
as if our situation were modern and special

instead of ancient and normal,
the problem of greed and selfishness?
The beggars turned toward me

as if they believed for a second
something new was about to happen
but nothing was

so the eyes sank rapidly back
like crabs into sand, and sorrow
pressed into me like a hot iron

after which I hurried through the hurrying crowd
sky overhead primrose and lilac, skyscrapers
uncanny mirrors filled with cloud bouquets

to overtake my friends who had strolled ahead
chatting so as not to be embarrassed
by the sight of charity

the rotting odor of need

 

You can purchase the volcano sequence here:

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University of Pittsburgh Press publishes the volcanos sequence You can check it out here: 

https://upittpress.org/books/9780822957843/

 

You can check out all of Alicia Ostriker’s books published by University of Pittsburgh Press here:

https://upittpress.org/authors/alicia-suskin-ostriker/

 

 

 

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